a regular boy living in an all to unfair-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to SOTA. i want to be i11 again. but it's too late, cause my flame already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

ello. today, rotted again. Woke up at 10. went out with mum, went hawker center eat. went to the library to borrow books while she went to buy ingredients for dinner. went back home. brother came back from work, i went to buy rice from the indian shop, haha, after went back. then brother suddenly crazy, do housework chores, and somehow i got into it and change the freakin bedsheets. then he bathe and sleep -.- i went to look at the computer. ahaha. after dinner played dota with amadeus. i am sick and tired of being the supporting hero for him. is either i stun for him make him kill always, or when i help him kill he get fatter and fatter until no need my help he pangsei me and i early gamer i useless, he is suck a asshole. after that mum scold me for using computer so late, says she is going to confiscate it if i don't off it before the curfew. amadeus next time play earlier... asshole



Today, was rotting at home, well, at least mum was there to rot with me. she watched a whole day of hongkongdrama, i went out occasionally to watch bits and parts of it. i home, shit play facebook, and finally fixed that stupid dates problem. and we din even went out for lunch, mum cooked uh some sweet dessert soup, and eaat pao. i think she too absorbed to the tv... i too absorbed at the computer lol. then at3 daddy came back. then they watched until last episode... and sleep afternoon nap. and i starre at the laptop. Then went out to lead them to coastal sands(pasirris), so they know how to go on 6th, they went explore, dunno for what, then WALK back to ehub, walked around and say abigail in superdog, when to eat the jap restaurant at top level, haha eat alot, and i learnt that DON IS NOT UDON, cause i order wrongly, i want udon and i chose don which is rice..., saw old primary school mate working as waitress, she was so shyy. then went down saw bernice in superdogs whent to ntuc and bought lemon and coke, saw the kittens at the void deck again
now at home, no idea why my daddy asking me to make coke with lemon...



FINALLY MADE THE FUDGING DATES SETTING CORRECT



Today is public holiday, so my mum at home, dad still need go work. I finally went out to somewhere further than the Mama shop. i went tampines one to eat lunch with mum and brother in imperial, ate duck noodle and dimsum. My brother went off after to go study for exams. Then me and my mum went walking around, then bought some herbal thingy, went to buy ingredients for todays dinner. hahah, got instant noodles liao.
I saw kittens, they live in the block ZOOMG can go see them every time. came back mum watched some hongkong drama sent by her friend, i watched da Ben 10: Alien Swarm on you tube, better go watch before the video take off, because of some copyright thingy. Damn cool sia the movie. too bad ben only transformed three times, and gwen ken aleana all damned pathetic leh. Anws good movie, the ending was like eerr, so boring. Anw here is the theme song i think. Better than the movie lorhs~




The dates wrong again uh. the below one was yesterday. Today i went running at 5.50am -.- dumb. I was like the only have with young hormones with me in the park. I youngest after me i think was like 34? all the others were like ahma ah gong. Then went back and wanted to do abs training, but i was sweating and my dad was pissing me to get into the bathe. i had stomach ache too, so i went to shit and bath, i went to sleep later, lol. I starve after that. ate tuna sandwich, like4pieces? ANd ate my last supply of instant noodles no more eggs also... ARHDG, then rot, played that dumb P.E.S in psp then rot, then watch fate stay/night, nodame cantabile, and some skating shit. SIAN, COME AND JOIN AS MY NEIGHBOUR IN FISHVILLE FARMVILLE AND ROLLER COASTER KINGDOM, join facebook NOW! lol dates wrong



Today also rot at home. Wrapped three books, i lazy to continue. I've have been in the house for 72hours, and feeding on instant noodles. I'm going to die sooner or later. MY FRIENDS SUCKS! They don't wanna go out, they all wanna sleep and they all seem to like rotting at home together. WELL, at least rot together if you wanna ROT. effing bored boredom, i wanna have volleyball or something later my bag turns bigger again. I WANNA DO SOMETHING INSTEAD GO PLAYING L4D2 AND MW2, I DUN WANT TO BE SOME IDOIT STARING IN TO THE COMPUTER. stupid dinghan-pffffff. aND SO ANOTHER DAY PAST with ROTTING. and people like them will sleep and sleep.IM FWEAKIN SIAN.



i rot at home. Then went to register for tuition. Then came back and dota with amadeus, and mum nagged that i play computer until turn crazy, now the damn curfew is 10.30. WTf



Today, was like shit. Today i went to buy my books. It is so damn heavy. I should have took sub-science and elementary maths. Now with those extra subjects i needed to carry two huge bags, i carried everything at one go. The pants too,i bought waist size 32, not my size, wanted to buy 30 but well, i will grow. THE GODDAMN THING IS SO LONG. So i carried three extra heavy bags, red plastic bags... I waited for the bus, and tada! I was in, i summoned all my strength and brought forward my ez-link with that heavy shit still clinging on to my hands. And i kinda like swayed through the whole bus trip. The bus driver kinda sucked, and i was standing. WTF. My back hurts lying on the pole. At home now... waiting for message.
HEY! WHY IS THE DATES ALL WRONG!!! THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE MONDAY



Sorry, i forgot to post yesterday's post. I kinda like forget,haha. Yesterday was the last day of tuition yeah! I am gonna miss my friends there, we exchange facebook and know each others email at least. Walk with Ryan to the train, he said he is going to Illuma with his mum. Walked home again. Thats what happen yesterday.



Today, i rot at home. Its is very boring, extremely boring. Avril is in camp,she was really emotional, and talked to me on the phone until she reached, i have no idea what is wrong with her. I saw Cyrus and Shan in Tampines Mall and Dexter in Tampines One. I ate alot today uh. Now i am at home, rotting and facebooking, can someone save me? Ask me out, i very bored. BORED EFFING BORED. Boredom, mum nagging at me hahaha, so boring. bye