a regular boy living in an all to unfair-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to SOTA. i want to be i11 again. but it's too late, cause my flame already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

ello. today, rotted again. Woke up at 10. went out with mum, went hawker center eat. went to the library to borrow books while she went to buy ingredients for dinner. went back home. brother came back from work, i went to buy rice from the indian shop, haha, after went back. then brother suddenly crazy, do housework chores, and somehow i got into it and change the freakin bedsheets. then he bathe and sleep -.- i went to look at the computer. ahaha. after dinner played dota with amadeus. i am sick and tired of being the supporting hero for him. is either i stun for him make him kill always, or when i help him kill he get fatter and fatter until no need my help he pangsei me and i early gamer i useless, he is suck a asshole. after that mum scold me for using computer so late, says she is going to confiscate it if i don't off it before the curfew. amadeus next time play earlier... asshole